Meditation

I am
are they just words that flow
out of a body or
Before they flow
there has to be a thought,
a thought that always existed in thoughts

Hence what flows out
is always
this what I say
I am that
is different from what is
before the thoughts of I am
There has to be beginning of knowing
Where the pleasant memories
or otherwise with day to day living
that is observed.

There in that sorrow
a feeling of ending is born

That I am that flows out is
in the framework of time
and hence becoming a product of the object
from existence,
Existence by itself requires no change,
but concepts born through
the I am that change all the time

All I want to know is
why is the I am
which is always free of
all problems
cannot live without one?