The cooking recipes are
never shared
I lit a bonfire inside
and fight with them
to let them go

I would never get up from my bed
and
get cold

a small light slides in
through the closed doorway
I would want to toast
for the light holding itself there

say, give me a hand
go easy
peel me like a potato
I'm here for you for a
reason

eat well so you can feel well

Seeing.

One big eye as it is
If I see
I see through that alone
That is my vision
That entire vision is
my consciousness


A minor movement in that
vision also
changes then the pattern of my
breathing
altering my state of
consciousness

Here there everywhere
never fixed
is my state of consciousness

That movement of one big eye
is how I understand
would be the movement of life
creating, sustaining and in
constant movement.

UB40 Higher Ground 1993

No freedom here
Movements between ones and zeroes
Every millisecond of my time

Actions matter
Not reactions
Reactions can never
help me
When alone

Life has a charm of it's own
YET
It has to be lived in
a Yes or a No

Happiness as it is
Experienced by me
In moments
That came and went

Sparks of brilliance
Insights in to me
About a an enormous joy
present in
In moments that came and went

Isn't it time enough now
For me
To look in to these
The source and the many many things
Of stimulus
From inside or outside

The knowledge always came from outside
But it needed me to exist in me
This is how and when my body was born
This is how the content in my mind
came about

This knowledge is what limits the moments of
Joy in me
It requires time to gather
And hence it can be lost too in time

There is a choice
there

Let me now with
This automatic process of thinking
Keep moving
Till it slows down on it's own
Naturally
Peacefully

A screenplay enacted
Dictated by the grounds that
I stood on

Curtains would now never come
down
It knew it was dealing
with realities

The chairs
all of them were empty
But in love with the ideas
the screenplay stood on


Nothing would come to end
An end in ME.

Looking deep down in space

Summers Autumns Winters
Looking deep down in space

Answers don't come
They exist and
This is not a belief
Not hope
Nothing
As of now
Just looking deep down in space

An algorithm
Not a word
About you and me
I die if
The bells don't ring
Till then
Looking deep down in space

When a NO can never be an answer.

Everything that I know
I use them
or
Contradict them
I think that I do
No complexities here
So
In this visibility
A No can
never be an answer

Delusions exist
Abilities also manifest
Within these there is freedom
Possibilities flow from passion
So
In this visibility
A No can
never be an answer

I have had many many lives
Not in imaginary other births
or
Some imaginary time line
But from the point of my
Coming into existence here
To where I am now
So
In this visibility
A No can
never be an answer

Emotions always stem from
a FROM
Valuations that deserve to stay
or of getting over it
So now this way
or that way
Makes what one calls sense
So
In this visibility
A No can
never be an answer

All I need is
Saying to myself
"I'll do it."

A life shivers in a body
Put your hand here on my chest
You read home, don't you?

Eyes remain focused
The memories of a friend brings in tears
You can't turn back
Can't look back
No one's there
Just my eyes
Zeroed on an image

It seems like a mystery
It is one
And yet I can say to myself
"I'll do it"