A Love Letter

If I saw you , I would listen to you.

Mediocre - A Path Explored

And I walked

Walked on a path

The available path

It lead me no where

I smiled SO

I talked SO

Tried falling in love

The smile could not help it

The talk could not buy it

The eyes did manage to distract

The smile managed a lie

The path

The path told the truth

The truth that it never lead me anywhere

At any given times

SIDESHOW

The cell-to-cell's' pointing to a fundamental force called life, the living a sideshow & this sideshow is all that is here now.
Nothing else matters & no questions necessary make your sideshow the best hand possible.

A Birth So Rare

Drop by drop,

The drop of life,

Yearns for you both,

The nimble hands,

Leave the womb,

With eager love,

Life illuminates,

From heaven above the earth,

Abundantly,

The precious gifts in thousands come.

WANT A GOD

Every want wants me to want more,
I live eat and dream my wants,
Like a river it originates,
Rivers are mysterious,
Wants are a little more mysterious,
Rivers,
If controlled, it rages and destroys,
If allowed it flows deep,
Supporting life forms at in its vastness and depth,
IT NEVER STOPS FLOWING,
You call it a ocean,
I call it GOD.
Want a GOD?

My Thoughts Assassinated

All that I can get from me is very less,
All that I can get from you is ALL.
The thoughts assassinated,
All I got was outdated.

All That Is There

The eyes were drawn deep,

The effulgence of breath captured,

The Life Force hanging just there,

As the misery of existence danced.

It was the DANCE OF LIFE AND LIFE SURROUNDING THAT LIFE.

The Absence

Love,
Its not what you say,
Its what you don't say.
Always.
Love,
The obnoxious thief,
The sleepless nights,
The intoxicated lust,
Its never what I say,
Always what I don't say.

The Effort

The most important thing is to find what you love to do the most. Focusing is a very important aspect for us, we do so many sadhanas to achieve this thing called focusing, from childhood we are taught how to concentrate and focus. Plenty of techniques and methods sold by so many people/institutions are available, but do they really work. I'm certain that they don't work. You walk in to any book store and it's very obvious that they don't work. You have tried it too and you force the same on your children too.

Sometimes you get lucky and you happen to realize -- very late though -- that if you love something and that's the only thing that you want to do, then focusing comes very easily as if its your second skin.

All techniques, all methods that teach you how to focus are there when you force yourself to do something that you actually don't love but you assume that you do.

There is a scene in Shawshank Redemption where a new rookie brags about his stealing capacities and how he gets caught most of the times to which the protagonist retorts that he needs to change his job and it was high time he should realize that.

psyche & memory

The tears always loose their way. Yet in this grand laboratory of ours we are made lame subjects on whom the study of psyche is carried on. But hey the tears always loose their way, there is no way you can capture & contain them. These great admirers & keepers of human psyche con themselves and others.How can you trust them to help you out from your filthy problems? They are the ones who put you there. You are not ready to accept the fact that tears always loose their way.

Anything that implies two ends in conflict. The...

Anything that implies two ends in conflict.
The goal to integrate implies two.
The goal creates misery.

Lust For Life

You knew it all,
The beat of the heart missed,
The first sigh said it all.

The eyes were Passion blind,
Saw the "I" come alive,
When you rode my wild mind.

The lust for life climbed the everest high,
The morning light through your virgin sunrise ,
Saw me die in your ecstasy high.

Bulla

All you do is peep at life through a veil.
Life cannot express itself through a veil.

You desire to do away with it,
Tears of anguish,
Burn down your cheeks.

Courage, wisdom and rituals don't help,
Helplessness is too much to bear.

So all you do is,
Peep at life through a veil.

Knowing now that,
The fear of death is your veil.

You who are still alive,
Use your Imaginations for a great death.

THE ANT FABLE

Every day an ant arrives at work early and starts production immediately , she requires no supervision and is very productive and very happy.
The chief was a LION and he was happy with the output of ant and the lion had a bright idea if ant could produce so much without supervision, how much more could she do with supervision.
So he appointed a cockroach who was an excellent supervisor and very good at writing reports, the first thing that the cockroach did was put up a clocking device for attendance.
He also needed a secretary to type in records, attend phone calls and manage archives, so he appoints a spider.
The reports of the cockroach were impressive with all the analysis and graphs it made the board meetings of LION very interesting, the lion was happy with the analytical approach.
The lion pressed for more so the cockroach now bought a computer and a laser printer and hired a FLY to manage the IT department.
The ant started hating the plethora of paper work and her time was consumed by meetings, making her uneasy and tired.
The lion thought and came to conclusion that a head of department should be employed, so he employed a cicada, the cicada as soon as moving in bought it a new carpet and an ergonomic chair.
The cicada bought in his secretary from his previous workplace and bought a computer and devised a work & budget control strategic optimisation plan.
The place where ant works is now a sad place where no one laughs and everyone remains upset all the time.
The cicada convinces the boss the lion to start the CLIMATIC STUDY OF THE ENVIRONMENT.
The lion having received the charges & finds out that the ant's department is producing less then before and the expenses have gone up.
He recruits an OWL, a prestigious and renounced consultant to carry an audit and suggest solutions.
The owl takes three months to study the ant department and at the end of the third month is ready with several volumes of reports that conclude that:
THE DEPARTMENT IS OVERSTAFFED.

Guess who the lion fires first?

THE ANT BECAUSE SHE SHOWED LACK OF MOTIVATION AND HAD A NEGATIVE ATTITUDE.

Blink

The eyes needed to blink,
The eyes did not blink,
They said they would,
When confronted with pain,
I looked at myself,
The mirror could have cracked,
The eyes needed to blink,
The eyes did not blink.

The Eyes Sky Bound

The soles are wet,
The mind stripped,
The eyes sky bound,
Life roaring through the throat,
The soles are wet,
The mind stripped.

Charismatic

You the sky, I chose you,
I the cloud floating in your vast expanse, knowing now the purpose behind the form & movement.
You the sky.

Imaginative Insight

All I see is MEMORY & you can call memories thoughts. The thought is just an another name for memory.
This is exactly why we need to imagine the power of imaginations & what it can bring about.

The desire is the most extraordinary sensation of...

The desire is the most extraordinary sensation of the existence, unfortunately for humans a parallel movement for dealing with this sensation of desire has taken a tremendous momentum. The desire and only the expression of it can set the existence free from this unfortunate movement.

and the wish is NEVER TO DIE. A wish too great to...

and the wish is NEVER TO DIE. A wish too great to bear. So I look up in to the sky and I know am addicted to life. A force rips you apart there is nothing that you can do to avoid or dilute it. You just stop there.