The Story Of A Nerve.

I had a nerve,
The nerve activated
the self preservation
mechanism.

The nerve was destructive too,
Suicidal and crazy.

'Why me?' thinking to
the nerve, which knew
nothing of feelings, I tried asking.
I then stopped wanting to know.
Though, I had to keep trusting it,
the nerve was fatal and
I was on a theory.

I hid myself; it made me, or it did not.
I tried numbing the pain,
Either the nerve made everything a nothing, or everything that was there for me.
A complete me, or just a mess called me.

The nerve tried saving me, it did.

Out of A Mind.

“Are you out of your mind?“
I was asked and I replied “yes I am, yes I am, and I thank God.“
I went on to add further “that the comforter of inner voice is no longer in control. The solutions flowing from within cease. The equations and solutions are all outside. The problems would either be solved or would 
teach.“

What on earth am I talking about?
Necessity to know how stubborn I was to learn, how stubborn I was to keep sleeping. 
The question thus are you out of your mind was a wake up call?
Obviously it's all about being a human, being out of - A Mind.