Silence

I want silence,
I keep searching for it
Travel and
meditate
talk to people
and meet people.

I do find silence
and it is gone,
so I start looking for it again
the same way
how everybody else
looked for it.

I felt choked
and I knew it was silence
it wasn't supposed to be like this,
I wasn't suppose to find it like this,
it was worse
because now it couldn't be broken
the silence couldn't be broken.

That moment could be a moment
or a day
or a month
or a century.