A Universe.

There seems to be an entire universe inside my mind, why only the mind, it seems in every cell of my body.
I want to see meaning in what I do in my daily life, but it seems that this universe in my mind is not interested in that, rather it keeps defining what's meaningful and what's not. Sometimes it feels that this universe existing in my mind is the only universe, a universe that is in a movement without a direction.
Now the awareness turns towards nature and it's creation - that is this living organism in the form of human species, this awareness points to me about this extraordinary power to create and then that this power is in us too, which is quite different from that universe functioning in my mind.
Why do I keep listening to that which is there in my mind, why am I indulging in that, how could that universe be any different. . . . . . . . . . . . . .