Saturday, December 18, 2010

Happiness as it is
Experienced by me
In moments
That came and went

Sparks of brilliance
Insights in to me
About a an enormous joy
present in
In moments that came and went

Isn't it time enough now
For me
To look in to these
The source and the many many things
Of stimulus
From inside or outside

The knowledge always came from outside
But it needed me to exist in me
This is how and when my body was born
This is how the content in my mind
came about

This knowledge is what limits the moments of
Joy in me
It requires time to gather
And hence it can be lost too in time

There is a choice
there

Let me now with
This automatic process of thinking
Keep moving
Till it slows down on it's own
Naturally
Peacefully

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  2. No freedom here
    Movements between ones and zeroes
    Every millisecond of my time

    Actions matter
    Not reactions
    Reactions can never
    help me
    When alone

    Life has a charm of it's own
    YET
    It has to be lived in
    a Yes or a No

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  4. June Nandy said...
    Raj, happiness like sadness is an idea.

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    Yes it or they are ideas, here when we talk about it or these, it's an idea.
    A happening that has been baptised for me to communicate with myself or you or with anyone else.
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    June Nandy said...

    How can you talk of reactions never for you, when you respond to the very movements?
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    Only actions matter and never reactions because if suppose you are all alone by yourself, when no one is creating you, not even you of yourself (i.e. a you which is not you but an image or an idea alone of the person who observes and then creates you) then can those actions be captured by you and called reactions?
    and hence I said:
    The knowledge always came from outside
    But it needed me to exist in me

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