A Permanent Presence

Everytime I write, a new me is born. That brings in a thud.
That thud is a byproduct of learning. All dimensions are such byproducts.
Head banging thud.
Why?
My presence was always permanent.
What remains or goes is associations. Hence Sprouting is root concept.
That sprouting is happening, I am watching that, that is the happening.
Doesn't this happening establish the consciousness as an axiom? This question needs no answer or talking.
The individual happens only after. Identification is the part of that.
Find me a Raj inside of Raj or outside of it? This is not intuitive, it is reducible from what is happening.
First nothing then plenty and only then infinite. Apply.