I now so close to ME, thankyou.

As I said relax to myself
I exhaled
I was with Me
Understanding how it caused me
happiness and
sadness
and how I stopped my own growth
and I would never let go
of my emotions and memories
I was stagnant because of me alone
I had the power to choose
and pause
So that I could understand the
need to be let go by of me
Imaginations all around
created feelings in somewhere
deep inside
a place where I enjoyed myself the most
where I laughed so much
and of joy that I felt there
That place now held my attention
ME smiled at ME
in s sense of lightness
right where I felt me before
I couldn't see me clearly
although in absolute center
may be because of agitation
and some anger towards me by me
attached to all that I felt for me
may be I was unable to forgive me
may be
I took a deep breath
and touched it with my loving hands
I continued to hold it in my arms
I could see the smile again
I could see a thankyou a fresh
a new and saw some moments
relaxing between a
ME
and ME
I was now so close to me
With each breath I grew
I grew