Fear.

Crazy orphans walking
in my mind,
These bastards
came in and called themselves
inspired intuition,
I was uneasy all along,
yet I played with them and
fed them,
Only to find myself choked by them
or was it fear.

Standing on my head
I unlocked a door,
and I willed
to question the assumptions
of calling them mine,
then
I let them go,
Out went these bastards:

time
timelessness
mortality
immortality
permanence
cathedral
churches
temples
incarnations
and reincarnations
darkness
and lightness.