Despair

I: I see this thing but am unable to identify what it is.

She: it's despair.

I: why do you think it is that?

She: because it is, and your question is absurd.

I: I see but if that is despair then...

She: what

I: the absurdity of despair and it's non contradictory way of being or a feeling, is feeling the right word

She:?

I: feeling is the right word, what if I ask you know, can one fall in love with despair?

She: yes, you can think that you love despair

I: what then the act creates hope of it being that is the feeling being with you till you die

She: now that is absurd

I: the absurdity is non contradictory