Only AN Idea

Awareness brings in transcription
The attention then becomes the life ;
Who can then be a recluse
For a recluse too wants to create
an identity of it's illogical way of being.

The totality of thoughts move around all the time
Knowledge is never absent at any given time
And yet
Never the belief of awareness being there of
that totality is true.

Do I always remember what happened
as it happened
or the way I wanted it to happen
The totality of knowledge in me
then is
not true
or as it happened
but built on what I wanted it to be
hence this cannot be true.

All that you create
is an idea
either
life is joy
or
life is suffering ;
only
an
idea.
Always
waiting
for
an
idea
and
never
for
what
is
there.